frozen flame


ice cold flame..i dont know whether you want to burn me or make me numb!also,am clueless..where do you come from!are you inside me?or are you all around me?maybe you are there to burn me and make me learn...things that life couldnt teach me yet..grow as an individual.you could be here to leave a mark.or maybe you want to make me numb..and like pink floyd sayz,comfortably numb.numb because i've had enough of everything and could be better being indifferent.or is it that you are so independent..you are the flame..you are water..the one that puts it off..you are the heat,the serenity,the light,the calm,the ferocious,the peace,the destruction.

you're so independent.you just refuse to bend,so i keep bending till i break.

are you out to break me?what is it that you want of me?you want me to be the wick..burn and spread the light..my light.or you want me to put the flame off..with a splash of water..bury the heat radiating from within with a jet of freezing water and become numb,lifeless?.numb, so that i have to bleed to know am alive!well,whatever an enigma that you are..i know you want to tell me something.but,i dont know what!

close!


my life was an open book.
now,people have started writing into it..

my life used to be an open book.wide and open..no missing phases,no hidden truths,no mysterious turns..everything was in front of the ones i knew.and of late,i realized..that people had begun to write into my book!well,i thought i write and others read.it began happening the other way round.and now i seem to be reading what others have written for me.i have apparently lost control over what was mine..is mine!so am now left with a book,which carries the words,phrases and statements which shape my destiny..penned down by strangers!maybe not really strangers but none closer.

and so,now,do i close my book?!

think!!

wait..before you do something
look..before you leap
think..THINK...

our lives have now become so controlled that we dont want to go beyond those secure virtual boundaries.now for instance..i kept thinking about something..wondering whether i should do it or not..calculating..contemplating..analysing..gimme a break!!what i was thinking about,all this while..ceased to exist one day!and while i was breaking my head over how it'd be if it works out..or maybe fails miserably, apparently things were just waiting to happen!!i was supposed to take the initiative and then..things would have been great now..all that iam left with is..a void..now again..am back to analysing..contemplating..calculating..if all that thought was worth it??what did i gain by thinking so much??nothing..absolutely nothing..ya..i did gain an empty feeling..which am now going to live with..this void of how things could have been..but for me...

being impulsive is not usually viewed as one of our best noble traits..but once in a while..you need to listen..to the voice inside you..instead of using your technically
trained analytic brain..or one day the voice would stop talking..well!you can't complain..you kept ignoring it..and the void would become unbearable if even you inner voice leaves you..the rest of the world is already as volatile as you could imagine..why give away your last resort too??we have become so cautious about life that we think a hundred times before treading on this path of life..to an extent it's fine..obviously you would'nt want to lose control over your own life..but sometimes..when you want something with all your heart and soul..go for it!you might fail..but atleast you wont have the guilt of not having tried at all!!i read
somewhere..when you want something,the entire universe conspires with you,to make sure you get it..then..why not give the cosmos a chance??itz waiting for you..with arms wide open..to make a wish and give it your best..!!why do you fear when you have the stars at your feet?

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